No , It was not a break-up .
''I think your child is mentally unstable ....I suggest kindly see a psychiatrist and then decide his career''
In two days , our session is going to end soo I thought what a wonderful time to write a bad experience of mine.
Let me be honest ..THIS IS THE BEST CLASS OF MY LIFE ....made a lot of friends, lost lots friends , sleep-over , did many mad things in the school , Sports day event , MUU etc , but still all these are the good one's ( will talk about this in later blog )
I was a pretty good guy in studies up until 8th or even class 9th ..but 10th changed me . It was not like I use to study fucking 6 hours everyday . Yes I would revise all the stuff done at school and learn little more.
Now coming to the incident ...I had a subject which I enjoyed up until class 8 but I hated it in 9th AND 10TH , I just could not get like how the subject changed completely and the answer was that I lacked my practice in that subject and not that I topped in other subjects .I was okish kinda ( now mind you a person who was almost a topper up until class 8 ..THIS SHIT HURT ME REAL BAD ) but in this particular subject I just lost the whole fucking hope . I was like ''je thase e jovai jashe '' now after giving my exam I knew how down bad I was and realized that I am going to be fucked when the marks would be out.
When the papers came obviously I got average marks but then when I looked at that paper , I almost cried seeing that because never I thought I would get this type of a score . The teacher told that he is improving but what happened to him in this subject and then he told us to meet the teacher for that subject. As soon as we entered , the teacher gave me a glare like he/she is going to kill me .First she told I never pay attention in the class ..WHICH WAS NOT TRUE . 2nd she told that how I was in the junior sections and how careless I have become in 10th and then she told :
''I think your child is mentally unstable ....I suggest kindly see a psychiatrist and then decide his career''
Imagine hearing this in front of you . IT FUCKING BROKE ME .
Let me be very clear .1st - I did not fail
. 2nd - No , I was not at border line
. 3rd - These were the lowest I had ever got in any test
I just went completely quiet for almost 5 days ..I just thought I am really mentally unstable
Part 2 later
Peace
✌️
Krish
also this name kinda sucks...dm me if u have some good name suggestions for this blog
( credits milenge dw )
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