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My Most traumatic experince in class 10 pt2

 Soo this is a continuation from the previous blog if u have not read that yet , I suggest you to read that first for the back story .

When I heard that at first I just froze . I was like what the fuck  bro and as I said i just went completely numb for 5 days.

I know many people say you are a boy you can't cry etc but fuck me bro I cried my heart out in these 5 days , every single time when I was alone in my room I just had this one thought going in my head non fucking stop . Now here 's my thing - I might be really really weak in that subject ( though I improved my score in pt3 and pre boards ) and maybe that subject is really not for me , I GET IT but that does not mean that you should really put someone through this whole phase and calling him/her mentally unstable it could become pretty fucking traumatic for someone . If you ask me even now when someone calls me like ''abe tu pagal hai kya buddhi nahi hai'' I still get the flashbacks even if  I know the person saying this never meant anything like that and its just a saying but still after that particular day I have stopped studying extra knowledge stuff which I used to before . My confidence is fucking lost in the thin air  , I literally have to calm myself during exams or else I would be either seriously ill or keep increasing my heart beats not just for that subject but that thing is stuck in my head soo bad that even for the subjects I know like social studies I get anxiety attacks . I think a teacher should have some curtsey to realize the aftermath of such things 

Will I have ever forget this thing 

I don't know 

Will I ever regain the confidence 

I don't know 

Will be still scared 

YES

Peace 

✌️

Krish 



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