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 Soo this is a continuation from the previous blog if u have not read that yet , I suggest you to read that first for the back story . When I heard that at first I just froze . I was like what the fuck  bro and as I said i just went completely numb for 5 days. I know many people say you are a boy you can't cry etc but fuck me bro I cried my heart out in these 5 days , every single time when I was alone in my room I just had this one thought going in my head non fucking stop . Now here 's my thing - I might be really really weak in that subject ( though I improved my score in pt3 and pre boards ) and maybe that subject is really not for me , I GET IT but that does not mean that you should really put someone through this whole phase and calling him/her mentally unstable it could become pretty fucking traumatic for someone . If you ask me even now when someone calls me like ''abe tu pagal hai kya buddhi nahi hai'' I still get the flashbacks even if  I know the pers...

 No , It was not a break-up . ''I think your child is mentally unstable ....I suggest kindly see a psychiatrist and then decide his career'' In two days , our session is going to end soo I thought what a wonderful time to write a bad experience of mine. Let me be honest ..THIS IS THE BEST CLASS OF MY LIFE ....made a lot of  friends,  lost lots friends , sleep-over , did many mad things in the school , Sports day event , MUU etc ,  but still all these are the good one's ( will talk about this in later blog )  I was a pretty good guy in studies up until 8th or even class 9th ..but 10th changed me . It was not like I use to study fucking 6 hours everyday . Yes I would revise all the stuff done at school and learn little more. Now coming to the incident ...I had a subject which I enjoyed up until class 8 but I hated it in 9th AND 10TH , I just could not get like how the subject changed completely and the answer was that I lacked my practice in that subject and not ...